it's a beautiful day...

phew~!

wad a day.... very tiring man....
early morning... woke up to a msg...
went to meet JJ to go to Comfort Driving Centre to pay 300plus....
hmph.... all becoz of i failed my driving on friday....
i'm so gonna burn all the red sports cars tat i see on the road....
saboh sia.... made me fail....
my hard-earned 血汗钱ar.....
after tat.... walked and walked and walked all around CDC juz to find the bus stop to take 151.... hm... made me even more exhausted...
accompanied jj to far east flora to buy the calla lily and sunflower....
went to good wood florist to arrange in bouquet...
met Michael.... had a nice chat...
saw ronald and valerie too...
they having attachment there...
somehow realised that i am not as young as innocent as i used to be....
btw, i ran into Jac and Thomas at admiralty Mac as well.... small world, ain't it?
sent the bouquet to the receiver's house...
but she's not home... nobody's home in fact... left it at the doorstep instead....
went to bugis to eat mango ice at ice monster...
next time i shall go with someone else.... :P
flew yanting's kite... went to woodlands library and borrowed 2 books using jj's card...
buddy... paiseh ar.... :[
den home.... aimless day i had i should say....

posted by dawn @ 10:12 PM 0 comments

hmph....

hm.... wad a day...
slept and nua-ed til rather late in bed before i went out..
met up with Dora, Guo Zhen, Mei See, Serene, Moses, Aizhi and the current Ann Nite Sub Comm... went to some condo with them... turned out slacking at the poolside...
after tat, went to West Mall... met up with Carmen wib Mei See...
went for dinner at the not-so-nice foodcourt... argh...
pending to tear the signboard apart from the La Mian stall...
ur Zhao Pai La Mian ish really not very Zhao Pai...
went to Sentosa in Carmen's car...
saw JJ and Fio....
went to Tanjong Beach to slack at the beach pub...
well, the ambience was super nice and the music was good for chilling out too...
hm... shall get my darlin to go with me next time...
:p

me, Mei See and Carmen slacked and talked alot...
nice to noe how everyone's getting on...
Carmen openly declared that i'm her spare tyre...
whenever she's declared single she'd call mi out...
when she's attached... gonna kick mi til who knows where...
thanks ar... Peng Yuu... kanasai...>P

hm... enough of updating abt my whereabouts...

well, one part of me hopes to jump outta the life that i'm going thru...
to be juz a bystander to observe... to see... to laugh at the stupidity of life..
just wad i like... to be an observer... why?
probably because i'm too lazy to react to anything...
life's probably not gonna be so kind as to give everybody a bed of rose to tread on...
why bother to be so worked up to anything...?
whether u like it or not...
whatever comes u'll just have to take it and twist it to whatever shape u fancy...

but then, another part of me hopes to remain where i am....
just be what i am now... am i happy with my present..?
i have absolutely no idea....
in fact, i haven't the slightest idea what exactly is happiness...
do i look happy? well, i guess i do...
because obviously people prefers to see a smiling me...
A reason to smile for myself... i cant find...
i need no help... nor anything else...
because i'm almost of non-existence...
no form... no nothin... just a simple word... Me...~!
that's wad i am....

here i am... gonna finish blogging... now...
shall go in quest of ME~!

posted by dawn @ 2:04 AM 0 comments

hm...

' Parting is such sweet sorrow...'
quoted from Shakespear as well as darlin ruohan.... haha...

well, yesterday was Passing out Ceremony for a senior squad whom we were exceptionally close to.... time for them to move on... from a Trainee... to whom they all aspired to be... Regular Police Officers... with authority comes responsibilities... do take care... be careful of whatever u gals do eh.... especially those in bunk 17.... kitman... joanna... alicia... ruohan... fio... my little finger aidiah... fanie(forgot to congrate u wor... i'm gonna be a Gan Die)

We gals from sq 37 purposely went back despite our block leave the day before... had a lotsa fun at barrack... sang countless times of Baa baa Kambing Hitam.... hehe... super lame...
den attended POC yesterday... it was not very sad... tink the feeling of losing them around us in our leftover days in training had not settled in yet.... but guess we'll feel it rather soon...
went for steamboat at marina south... was cool... din ate alot thou... den went arcade... erm... dunno wad i was doing... juz slacking around i guess...
den went for bowling... haha... as usual... i was the one who washed the long-kang clean clean...
afterwhich went for a session of pool....
super long day...

posted by dawn @ 11:23 AM 0 comments

wad to put as my title?

woah.... yesterday morning... accompanied jillian to the polyclinic and waited friggin 3 hrs just to see the doc for 5 mins... argh... i'm beginning to hate polyclinic... when i'm no longer a police i'll be an arsonist.... burn the polyclinic.... hmph... and yesh... jillian u definitely owe me a treat... abalone i wan... u too stingy nvm... ask ur boyfren... i helped him took care of u ok... >p

later in the afternoon... went to town to meet up with Doris, wendy and weilin... woah... its been a long time since i last saw of them... all getting on quite fine in life.... had Cartel for dinner... and went for movie after tat... the show was good sia... Exorcism of Emily Rose.... hair-standing at some point of time...

posted by dawn @ 5:57 PM 0 comments