Sunday, November 06, 2005

hmph....

hm.... wad a day...
slept and nua-ed til rather late in bed before i went out..
met up with Dora, Guo Zhen, Mei See, Serene, Moses, Aizhi and the current Ann Nite Sub Comm... went to some condo with them... turned out slacking at the poolside...
after tat, went to West Mall... met up with Carmen wib Mei See...
went for dinner at the not-so-nice foodcourt... argh...
pending to tear the signboard apart from the La Mian stall...
ur Zhao Pai La Mian ish really not very Zhao Pai...
went to Sentosa in Carmen's car...
saw JJ and Fio....
went to Tanjong Beach to slack at the beach pub...
well, the ambience was super nice and the music was good for chilling out too...
hm... shall get my darlin to go with me next time...
:p

me, Mei See and Carmen slacked and talked alot...
nice to noe how everyone's getting on...
Carmen openly declared that i'm her spare tyre...
whenever she's declared single she'd call mi out...
when she's attached... gonna kick mi til who knows where...
thanks ar... Peng Yuu... kanasai...>P

hm... enough of updating abt my whereabouts...

well, one part of me hopes to jump outta the life that i'm going thru...
to be juz a bystander to observe... to see... to laugh at the stupidity of life..
just wad i like... to be an observer... why?
probably because i'm too lazy to react to anything...
life's probably not gonna be so kind as to give everybody a bed of rose to tread on...
why bother to be so worked up to anything...?
whether u like it or not...
whatever comes u'll just have to take it and twist it to whatever shape u fancy...

but then, another part of me hopes to remain where i am....
just be what i am now... am i happy with my present..?
i have absolutely no idea....
in fact, i haven't the slightest idea what exactly is happiness...
do i look happy? well, i guess i do...
because obviously people prefers to see a smiling me...
A reason to smile for myself... i cant find...
i need no help... nor anything else...
because i'm almost of non-existence...
no form... no nothin... just a simple word... Me...~!
that's wad i am....

here i am... gonna finish blogging... now...
shall go in quest of ME~!


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