Tears
I thought I'd lost the ability to cry, to shed tears...but I was wrong.I cried a lot last night.no, my friend... nothin so tragic happened to my life.Just that I watched a drama with very tragic ending.为别人的遭遇落下眼泪是件很悲壮的事。尽管，人物与事件都是虚构的。所以，女人都爱看长篇连续剧，而，男人，比较喜欢历史片。我以前总以为，哭，是懦弱的标签。所以，非常唾弃用哭来表现自己。然而，我忘了，女人始终是水做的。哭，并非软弱，只是让人凭弔伤感，其后，才可以再振作。After watching the drama, I decided to take a break from my laptop screen.Read a book bought during the Hong Kong trip.The Five People You Meet in Heaven byMitch Albom.Little did I know about the book other than its a bestseller.It sent me thinking about life and death.I started wondering if through any of my wilful behavior, I caused the death of another.Wonder if I die, have I loved?Wonder if I know how to sacrifice like the Captain of Eddie.Reading the scene of when Eddie met his wife in heaven,I cried again...Results of all the venting of emotions through tear glands,a pair of swollen eyes, which I managed to subside the swelling with a couple of ice cubes.the Crying was good. Suddenly felt lighter, relieved.Despite the facts it has nothing to do with my life.Therefore, I advise all those people who feels like a fully stretched rubber band,go find some very tear-inducing shows to watch,does takes your minds of your own troubles.=P
back...
back...but i fell into the abyss of emptiness...suffering withdrawal syndrome..from total relaxation.. back to the cold cruel reality of the world.haven't got the mood to start uploading my pictures into my laptop anyways...since i reached home in the afternoon, had been busy doing everything, and nothing...well, suddenly fell so lonely...so out-of-the world...something, in fact most of the time, i feel i'm to the extent of non-existent.mayb its just that i realised nobody actually contacted me during the past 5 days i was away...except for mr. samuel and my family...On the contrary, i'll feel very disturbed when i keep receiving people's calls and messages..very extreme ain't it..??i daren't say i'm of split personality,but i propose the idea of having dual personality...hmph... i guess that's just human...i embrace solitude, but i fear silence...ok, back to my trip...will post pictures after i'm done uploading it..havent did much, neither seen much...(the most exciting thing during the whole trip was the bus ride from the Peak back to Central. Awesome...)but, shopped and walked a lot..i suppose that's the idea of a shopping holiday..though i had a lot of addition to my wardrobe, but i think i'm still more suited for adventure..cityscape can only awe me for as long as a moment...but, nature can always take my breath away...(erm... not bad breath)Stong, or Redang...Kinabalu is good too...how about white-water rafting...??i miss the adrenaline rush!!
