it's a beautiful day...

woah.... wad a day....~!

today, ended my work at the BQ korea and i'm surely gonna miss my fellow colleagues over there... hee... the 3 of us are all going into government service.... me in the police force, Jae... our next-time-kenna-chi-dou-fu arts teacher.... and steven, 2 more days of life as a civilian... haha... sure to meet up kaye peepZ... and thanks jae for ur lovely 'love-letter' wil kip it til.... erm... til it starts to disintegrate i guess...
thanks Steven for ur last treat of Milo Dinosaur... Eski Bar some day k...?
after that, went down to Pac West to get some stuffs settled... gotten a Kinabalu Tee although i've neber been there... yeah~!
went to Clementi to watch movie with my TAS peeps.... Madagascar.... argh....
Dora Tay... i wan my refund.... haha... okie lar... damned lame.... no storyline... but i did managed to laugh at certain parts... but peepZ... be sure to watch 'Monsters-in-law' with me okieZ...
haha... den went to nua a bit.... yar... i've gotta mention, the show costed only $5... haha... so its stil quite alrite...
Nua outside the Mac there... talked crap... and all of us went home....
wah... but the 184 me and Dora was waiting for was so friggin long we decided to walk...
(eh... dora... u r cursed sia... everytime take bus with ya sure kenna somethin wan... hai...)
walked.... all the way from Clementi MRT to SIM den we stopped... argh... real long... but very shiok... coz its been a long time since i last walk this kinda distance.... *leisurely*
i stil wan my Zen Micro.... argh... everybody's gotten theirs... where's mine... anyone keen to donate to the 'Save-The-Dawn Fund'? hao xin you hao bao.... :P

posted by dawn @ 10:10 AM 3 comments

hm... WTH...

its a gloomy day... therefore left me in a rather gloomy mood...
argh... but the friggin TV is like playing some very exciting games show...
i'm not in the mood to watch... thus all the cheering and jeering sounded very irritating to me...
havent had a day of rest since last monday... and well, today ain't gonna be a rest day for me too... gotta go and work later... went for a camp on thursday and Friday... was cool... got to noe alot of ppl as well as learnt some of the more effective ways to kip kids from misbehaving... yupz, btw, i'm a freelance camp instructor... heeZ...
alrite peepz... there isn't much purpose for this entry... i'm just trying to rant somethin tat has been contained in me... to prevent dying of boredom... i just cant stand a routine life... i need changes...
to conclude... there's no conclusion....

posted by dawn @ 9:59 PM 0 comments

sentimental....

yupz... i must truly admit i'm a really sentimental person...
so much to the extend that i'm almost impractical sometimes...
but who can help it..? when wads left is only memories and some small small degradable stuffs...
yesterday night, slept over at siow haw's place after work with mei see, sisi and some of the 30th councils... pillow fight... hm... not exactly, is all of us attack jieling achly... :p
this morning went to school to 'help' them spring clean the clubhouse... but all i achly did was to sit and slack most of the times... hm... using a phrase that boon taught me yesterday... i balonglong all da way... hahha...
the clubhouse is a place filled with memories... hm... at least it applies to me...
i had lotsa fun and laughters, lotsa brain cracking planning of events, lotsa pillow and cushion fights.... lotsa nuaing sessions in the clubhouse with my fellow 29th councils....
now, its for a new batch of councils to take over and although glad to see that these members of mine grew a great deal to be aspiring individuals.... one can almost felt the sadness and heaviness that its time for me to leave it to them and just become an onlooker...
hm... life goes on... this is a pattern that applies to all and similar situations occurs almost often enough... but.... but wat..? i dunno.... just feels that there has to be a but... following which, i havent even figure out my own thoughts...

posted by dawn @ 9:40 PM 0 comments

hm... wad to do...? wad to say...? abit lost....

yeh... from the title of this entry.... its exactly what i'm feeling at this moment...
i expected the letter to come already....
people tells me i should be happy about it...
i know i should be happy about it... but i just dun feel that way...
that's why i'm in such a dilema...
its a career... it could be just 2 years of zombie perfect life and then quit to see what else i'd like to do...
or a lifetime of commited crimefighter... or... what?
i don't know...
by the way, if u, being the reader of my blog, had no idea of what i'm trying to say...
erm... i've just received my letter of appointment from the Singapore Police Force...
i do get to choose... but i'm afraid when the time comes to choose... i'll be too used to the unchanged momentum of life that i forget about my dreams...
We always claimed to say that we live our life and will not be affected by others' unconstructive comments... but well, who won't...
hm... just let it be... 'life has its plans for me already'... this is what i learnt from jel yesterday...

posted by dawn @ 8:29 AM 0 comments

my day....

I think my day is getting pretty routine... i hate it...
work at 10.30am... luckily now i'm no longer working the split nite shift...
went to beach Rd army market with Jel today to get some of the stuffs i need...
hm... must really go earlier... if not, i'd have spent all my money eating all those junks again...
ate quite alot of junks today... but not as much as Jel definitely...
skinny chicken wing with a piece of feather.... what luck u have man.... hahaha...
takopachi... mixed vegetable rice... ice cream... mos burger... wow.... now i suddenly realise wad big appetite she has... stil say sick... other than the running nose... nothing on you shows that you are sick lar.... haha....
gotten my Nalgene... Firefly Yellow... hey... i wan my stickers... u promised...
gotten barsha bag.... orange color.....
mosquito net... haha... such a good day.... but freak...
walked in the rain all da way from Bugis to Orchard sia....

posted by dawn @ 9:18 AM 0 comments

life isn't a bed of rose...

be it good or bad.... be it happy or sad...
we stil have to learn to accept life as it is...
the day before is always more exciting than the current...
so how?
sad... ain't it? therefore... just accept lor... what to do...
alot of things in life is not within control... the earth dun spin in the direction u wans it to...
its got its own rules and regulations to follow...
so what we can do is to pretend that whatever we do is capable of changing the world... the reason why it's stil the way it is, is because not enough people are doing it together... when alot of people join in and do together... and still, things doesn't change much... all we bother to say was... it's too late to realise our mistakes and takes too long to buck up and do together...
argh.... so... whatever we do isn't gonna change anything... ain't it?
but... why do we bother to continue instead of plunging into the endless pit of 'lostness' and helplessness? ah hah .... tat's the thing i like about being human.... we challenge and believe ourselves... never say die... one day, we might succeed... who knows...? If we dun try... we don't know... if we try... we prove our values... even if we failed... at least i'm stil accountable to my own conscience... heeZ... loves this world of contradicting, self-righteous, ambiguous, incorrigible... yet... cute, adorable, self-believing, confident creatures known as Human Beings (Homo sapien)....

posted by dawn @ 8:10 AM 0 comments

i'm walking on sunshine........

went with sisi to Pac West after work to know more about my trips with pac west next month...
cool... very packed...14 days gonna be outta singapore to pahang and taman negara...
woah... damned excited now...
gonna ride on train the first time... try abseiling for da first time...
cave exploring for the first time... rafting for the first time...
after looking at my schedule.... i let out a deep breath...
luckily i am still able to go for the first trip... muahaha...
Mmmm.... make the best outta my trips yeh.... :P

and oh yeah... forgotten to add... i've bought a pair of dumbells and handgrips...
gotta start to train up again... think i've slacked too much for the past few months...
my aim.... shed 5kgs in 2 weeks.... if not.... at the very least.... 'look' as if i did...
my dear friends... do help me along yeh... :p
dun gorge me with food... haha....
i don't know how am i gonna sleep tonite... still feeling very thrilled... haha...

posted by dawn @ 7:41 AM 0 comments

life's like a puddle of stagnant water...

nuthin much in life to achieve....
or should i sae... nuthin achieveable is within my reach...
i wan more adventure in life...
i wan more colors... i shall continue to pursue my dreams...
hm... it seems like everyone's dream to backpack around Southeast Asia...
but mine...? i shall make it more special... it'll be a budget and walking type...
who's keen on it? let mi noe..?
but gotta wait for mi...
anyone wanna donate to the 'SAVE THE DAWN' fund....?
working now back to my lao ben hang.... restaurant waitress...
hm... luckily its only til the end of this month....
hope no mosquito start to breed on this puddle of stagnant water....

posted by dawn @ 4:48 AM 1 comments