Thursday, March 27, 2008

coward...

I feel that I'm a coward...
I used to feel fearless...
Thinking that ordeals in life are but tests of my resilience...
Keeping in mind that Impossible is nothing...
now, I find myself walking on the spot..
dare not put myself in the arena of unknown...
that one step that I know will take me further was not taken..
because I know that this is a make-it-or-break-it situation...
All these acts of cowardice and dastardliness made me all weary and tired...
All I can do is occupy my body and minds in useless entertainment..
I need courage...

I learnt that one of my very good friend is probably going astray in life,
I do not understand...
maybe it's my cowardly behavior that deters me from doing similar things in life..
I feels that there are things that are strictly no-nos,
places that are rigidly out-of-bound...
Standing by my principles,
I wish my friends doesn't do things bad for themselves...
even more so when they knows such things shouldn't be done in the first place...
I fathom that people do make their own choices,
but ain't there better things to do...

This world is increasing in its complexity, something that I could not grasp...

To conclude, there's no conclusion...


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