today....
hm.... the very first day of the year 2005...last nite, had a countdown bbq at east coast park....
enjoyed alot, but feel damned guilty as well....
to tink we were stil having a great time despite the fact that a lot of other ppl had lost their loved ones and their home....haiZ..... went back to skool to wash stores after tat....
den went for breafast at KAP Mac... after tat went home and slept til 4pm...
tats how i welcomed the first day of theyear 2005...
feel damned gloomy the whole day.... izzit the rain or izzit just mi....
met up with wendy and weilin 2 days ago and complained about my attachment the whole time...
wendy told mi to look on the brighter side....
trying hard to.... hm.... just removed the [Alt] key from muai keyboard to prevent my spacebar from jamming....
Looking back...
YEAr 2004....
it has been a fruitful yr for mi...
learnt alot, about priorities, about having dreams, about dealing with different situations, about loving the people around, about having fun against all odds.... most importantly, about facing myself....
the biggest impact shall be the most recent tsunami....
i realised that in the yr 2005, i am turning 20.... if i ever live to the age of 60,
i've oreadi spent a third of my life....
but.... what if i were to die tomorrow?
dear the-specific-person.... (if u happen to read this)
i just want u to noe how i feel... not trying to stun u or do anything else....
mayb u dun feel anything, so be it...
den let just remain as friends, but please dun avoid me....
i dun wanna lose a great fren juz like dat....
bye year 2004..... welcome year 2005.... cheers~!
posted by dawn @ 3:43 AM
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