Friday, May 20, 2005

hm... wad to do...? wad to say...? abit lost....

yeh... from the title of this entry.... its exactly what i'm feeling at this moment...
i expected the letter to come already....
people tells me i should be happy about it...
i know i should be happy about it... but i just dun feel that way...
that's why i'm in such a dilema...
its a career... it could be just 2 years of zombie perfect life and then quit to see what else i'd like to do...
or a lifetime of commited crimefighter... or... what?
i don't know...
by the way, if u, being the reader of my blog, had no idea of what i'm trying to say...
erm... i've just received my letter of appointment from the Singapore Police Force...
i do get to choose... but i'm afraid when the time comes to choose... i'll be too used to the unchanged momentum of life that i forget about my dreams...
We always claimed to say that we live our life and will not be affected by others' unconstructive comments... but well, who won't...
hm... just let it be... 'life has its plans for me already'... this is what i learnt from jel yesterday...

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