Saturday, December 03, 2005

life? meaningful? meaningless... i know not...

to whom it may concern...
i miss u... really... a little too much... a little too often...
but stil... i miss u... and it'll not change...

now, i'm waiting at home for reply to my dinner date...
stil waiting... since i woke up to this not-very-nice morning...
hm... not really pissed or anything... just surprised tat i actually had such patience...
hurhur....

listening to 动力火车的 《想你是临睡的习惯》
alot of feelings flowing inside of me...
mixture ... good, bad, positive, negative, happy, confused...

i have got 47 more days before passing out and becoming a full-fledged officer...
i wish it shorter...
get out of that place...
tat kips mi from the outside...
from my familiars...
from my loved ones...
somehow... i dread leaving the place...
of memories...
tekaning... slacking... 'weight-lifting'.... 'daily praying'.... 'daily intake of oxygen'...
laughing... playing candles, sparklers, candles... water parade...
singing... talking... nua-ing...

however, no matter how much i miss the place....
i still dread booking in on sundays.... argh.... SHIT~!
TRACOM..... Here i come... *sob*

1 Comments:

At 5:35 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

you sound like an army-boy =p

 

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