hey ho...
back yesterday to my beloved home... beloved bed...i realised i am no longer as home sick as in the beginning...
in fact i kinda hope there's no walk-out... wah... friggin sian and tiring to do so sia..
walk in the blardy cock walk-out attire...
white-shirt, police skirt... cock shoes... hmph...
wil change to my own clothes after walk-out once i reach the first public toilet the next time round...
haha... my uniform darn funny man... now that i think back...
when i wore full-u for classes, i feel like a nurse, my hands always in my blouse pocket... my peak cap looks like mushroom on my very round head... thus, my senior, Shan, called mi mushroom head... hm... quite true...
sad... how come i dun look smart in the uniform de....
whereas for JJ, she feels that she looks like paramedic... hahha... tats sad~! wear police uniform to look like pararmedic... wahaha...
sisi and shann and yvonne looks quite good in the uniform, except for choo choo... woah... she's the one looking the most professional, machiam SPF spokesperson sia... haha...
kept running and running for this week ... add together i ran more than 15 km this week.... excluding those distance we had to jog while we r in PT kit... not exactly shagged... i think the more i ran the more energetic i became... juz my shoulders doesn't feel like mine anymore... muahaha... but shiok.... my skirt and pants are becoming looser... so darn happy...
staying together is a very unique experience, especially if u dun even noe each other until the day u met and *ta da*...u r bunkmates...
i tink its gonna be easy if all just be more considerate and thinking...
but some people just cant keep the tantrums and AP to themselves... wad i can say is only.... ' hey, u r not already at home, i'm not ur mother to take care of u like she does, nor am i a vacumm cleaner to take wadever shit u gave me..." but... wad to do... i'll write it here only, not saying it to her personally... all for the thoughts that we r staying together for 6 months... because i'm thinking for u... i noe u'll be sad... wadeveri said, u'll probably take it 10 times worse... because u r too sensitive... i noe u wun be reading my blogs definitely, that's y i said it here... muahaha... and proceeding back on sunday to my hypocritical mask...
lotsa things have changed... i've changed... u've changed...
relations changed, friendship changed, nuthin can remain in the same way for as long as ever... but there's nuthin we can do to stop the change... but to accept it... i'll always believe god had laid a road for u... but its up to u to choose to walk it or to kip turning in rounds and circles... worst still, u back tracked....
In conclusion.... yap... there's no conclusion again...
i'll always find myself as confused as ever after thinking... next time i shall not be such a thinker...
posted by dawn @ 10:49 PM
1 Comments:
Ha ha! Dun worry abt the uniformed look-not every kind of attire looks good on one person. Maybe you are more suitable as a 'plain-clothes' police woman?! ;p
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