Sunday, June 18, 2006

CountDown to POP: 9 Days...

hm... was blog hopping...
lookng thru fren's blogs...
some of School Friends, some of Buddies at work...
suddenly...
realised that its so much better not to have to work for money...
but for interest...
like how we used to put in all our time and efforts and whatever we have
only for the sake of making good our club...
no monetary rewards...
only satisfaction when ppl congratulated u for it being a wonderful event...
success... nothin can achly describe it in words...

now, can only look back....
and sigh...

踏入社会大学的第一个领悟....
人太渺小, 尽管尽最大的努力,
有时也只是徒然....
会想, 又何必...?
但是, 若放任事情演变成最坏的结果....
又会觉得看不下去...
总过不了... 自己的那关...

然后,
再失望,
再放弃,
再拾起,
再努力,
又再失望....
形成一种恶性循环....

可是, 踏不出这循环...
或许, 并非踏不出...
而是, 不想让自己的脚步踏出那循环的框框...

自相矛盾, 何尝不是人的本质....

grumbling about my present kinda life...
not because i resent my work...
not because it is particularly rocky at work...
but because i so much wanna live in the past...
in a world free of politics...
seeing my frens, heard their complaints
i tot we were happier last time...
carefree...
not afraid of anything...
juz take whatever that comes...

if only, life goes on like that for as long as ever....

well, its hardly possible...
ain't it?

P.s. i dun believe anyone can understand what i'm blabbering about eh...? haa....

1 Comments:

At 10:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

wei, i understand...life still goes on...everyone's moving on...the past is only a phase in our life...sad but true...but there's always something in front for us to look forward to...isn't it? =p

 

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