tonite...
hm... so tired... both mentally and physiacally....i dread going to work sia...
so wanna take a rest... but i cant... AWOL...
i hate the feeling of being aimless...
aimlessly hoping for somethin to happen...
but i dun even have a clue of wad is that 'somethin' tat i so wished for...
i wanna live with a meaning...
i guess everyone have the wish....
but how many can fulfill it...?
so when they cant fulfill it..
they redirect themselves to make a new wish...
one that is easier to attain....
if they fail...
do it another time...
repeat the cycle...
until they finally give up??
this is the so-called optimism....
just tinking of it....
'hm... nvm... i'll do it one day... juz tat one day....'
den live in a world of future success....
okie.... if this is the way to be happy....
so be it....
i've been having too much on my mind to tink abt...
argh....
luckily, i still my lovely someone to stand by me always....
so i stil have the meaning to smile each and everyday....
thank u dear..... :P

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