Friday, June 30, 2006

3 Days pass POP....

woah... no more a trainee...
imagine... my total training adds up to 10 months...
and coming july 12th will be my 1 year in the force....
i've only been working for 2 months and training for 10 friggin months...
argh...
omg... i'm such poor thing... =P
but nvm... its over...

i tink i look friggin fat in my no.1 sia...
haiZ... who ask me to eat so much....?

Sunday, June 25, 2006

CountDown to POP: 2 Days

woah...finally coming to an end...
after struggling for 11weeks...
hm... its been rather stressful and busy throughout the whole training process...
but on the other hand...
gained alot more knowledge...
hm...
but i gathered tat more hands-on experience will definitely help me in the process of understanding what i've learnt...
heeZ... passing out soon...
full-fledged coast guard officer...
look out for me when u guys are kayaking or fishing ya...
muahaha....

Sunday, June 18, 2006

CountDown to POP: 9 Days...

hm... was blog hopping...
lookng thru fren's blogs...
some of School Friends, some of Buddies at work...
suddenly...
realised that its so much better not to have to work for money...
but for interest...
like how we used to put in all our time and efforts and whatever we have
only for the sake of making good our club...
no monetary rewards...
only satisfaction when ppl congratulated u for it being a wonderful event...
success... nothin can achly describe it in words...

now, can only look back....
and sigh...

踏入社会大学的第一个领悟....
人太渺小, 尽管尽最大的努力,
有时也只是徒然....
会想, 又何必...?
但是, 若放任事情演变成最坏的结果....
又会觉得看不下去...
总过不了... 自己的那关...

然后,
再失望,
再放弃,
再拾起,
再努力,
又再失望....
形成一种恶性循环....

可是, 踏不出这循环...
或许, 并非踏不出...
而是, 不想让自己的脚步踏出那循环的框框...

自相矛盾, 何尝不是人的本质....

grumbling about my present kinda life...
not because i resent my work...
not because it is particularly rocky at work...
but because i so much wanna live in the past...
in a world free of politics...
seeing my frens, heard their complaints
i tot we were happier last time...
carefree...
not afraid of anything...
juz take whatever that comes...

if only, life goes on like that for as long as ever....

well, its hardly possible...
ain't it?

P.s. i dun believe anyone can understand what i'm blabbering about eh...? haa....

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Countdown: 16 days to POP!

woah... it been a long time since i last updated...
lazy ar... hee...
anyways, nuthing much happened....
yesterday...
went jalan jalan at ECP with my darlin....
did somethin stupid... =P
in the end, broke a glass bottle at the breakwaters...
afraid tat it might injure other users of the place...
we went to pick it up...
after sending her home...
went to City Hall...
had a mini gathering...
realli mini eh... 6 outta 25 turned up...
but nevertheless... its was really nice... laughed toked...
made fun of each other...
realli miss those days...
like wad Jo said....
after 7 months of shit...
its sad to know that some forget friend...
*sigh* wad to do... to each his own...
went to O Bar with JJ, Fio, Jo, SiSi, Yvonne, Yanto, Mukmin and Amelia(Min's gf)and Shah...
woah... very nice...
opened a bottle of chivas...
cute to see Yvonne struggled with the Tequila Shot...
drank quite alot...
hm... in the end i was abit tipsy...
luckily yvonne and sisi let me alight first at woodlands before proceeding home....
vomitted the liquor out...
went home... bathed...
den i cant slp liao...
juz lie down and stone til i fall aslp....
haha...
but it was the best nite of clubbing i've ever had...