Sunday, April 30, 2006

hm...

today is a lovely day...
spent it in a very nice way...
went with han to lucky plaza for perfume...
den went to Far East Plaza for dinner...
hm... dinner... far from satisfactory...
bugis' nicer...
but nvm... jalan jalan... looked at a lotsa clothes...
hm... noe wad to aim for the next payday....
proceeded to Lido for movie... Daisy...
the korean show...
hm... really nice... touching...
but han siad she doesn't like the ending...
too sad... everybody died...
hm... i guess in life there isn't anything perfect...
life ends without explaining how and why...
we are juz vulnerable homo sapiens
wad else do we have control over except ourselves...

intriguing, the show...
who said assassin are all cold-blooded...
they can be heart-warming....
soft, gentle...
and handsome... haha...

Interpol... kind.. he is...
but he did not tell the girl that he wasn't the one whom she's been waiting for....
took advantage of the situation to win her heart...
mayb he's kind... gentle...
but not a gentleman enough to not use this kinda unscrupulous method....

all in all...
not all goods are good...
while there might be some goodness in evil....

cheers~!

posted by dawn @ 10:49 AM 1 comments

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Don't look back in anger...

Don't Look back in Anger by Oasis

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away
So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head

Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out
So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today

had friggin no idea y i like this song so much nowadays...
hm... somehow, the lyrics din really made sense to me either...
but i juz love this song... for the melody...
for the lovely voice of the lead singer...
and most inportantly, the punch line of this song...
Don't look back in Anger...

memories are lovely...
left behind by ppl whom u love, u hate, u embraced, u scorned...
but, without these people, u are not a complete u....
ain't it so...??

i may hate this particular person,
but all the things u committed or omitted doing because of this person
had more or less turned u into who u are...

i may had loved this another person,
but mayb i had cried and felt so bad about myself bcoz of this person...
so, should i hate or still love him/her in my memories..??

i used to be confused, trying to make sense outta everything...
about how i feel..
about how ppl felt about me...
about y is the whole world so helluva different from what i am...
used to hate myself....

now, i realised...
nothin make sense...
i dun... people around me dun too....
so y bother to hate...??
nuthin make sense anyway....
so... at the end of the day...
juz forget all the bottled up emotions and get a life...
to love another people despite the shortcomings makes one a happier person...

y look back in anger....??
to hate a person for 2 decades....
den realize at ur deathbed that its ur greatest regrets
that u din managed to forgive the person in time...??
leaving behind only words said too late...

Don't look back in anger... i'll try....

adieu....




posted by dawn @ 9:06 PM 0 comments

week 2....

hm... for those who are not aware...
i've started my training for Marine Policing Course already...
so.... feel free to call me up for a chat... after 9.30pm...
i'm bored stiff inside...
again... juz like when i was in TRACOM...
cut off from the outside world...
hm... really detest life like tat...
i hate being contained in a place...
losing the freedom to do stuffs i like..
see ppl whom i wanna see...

week 2... hm...
luckily its only a 10 week training...
not so bad...
hoping it to end asap...

argh... help...

posted by dawn @ 4:29 AM 0 comments

Saturday, April 08, 2006

a long time...

its been quite a long time since i last blogged again...
too lazy to do so...
well, i'm juz plain lazy to do anything in fact...
i juz hope money drop from the sky...
i need not work... i enjoy life...
i walk at my own pace with my dearest...
i worry not about anything in life...
i hope singapore snows...
even if it doesn't... i hope it rain all da time...
not acid rain of coz...
i enjoy the sun, sea breeze, stars, moon, sound of the waves....
becoz i enjoy, not because i have to work....

but.... in life... when u gain somethin...
u've gotta give up somethin else...
so... i noe not all my wishes will come true...
nvm... juz some come true will be alrite...

i wish to go for a holiday....
anyone donate to 'save-the-dawn' fund...??

posted by dawn @ 1:08 AM 0 comments