its been 2 weeks...
juz realised it been 2 weeks since i last blogged...well, time really flies...tinking of when was the last time i contacted my fellow fren who's been thru the 7 months....well, am i bo sim or am i bo sim...haahaa...not tat i am reluctant...but time fly by so fast that u cant hardly even see its tail....hardly had time of my own....now i do...almost....my Marine Policing Course starting on the 10th of April....tat day, went to the Alumni Chalet...saw Sisi... chatted...colorful is what i should call it...i wish my life is like tat...but, its the direct opposite...like those of stagnant waters...but hey, be contented.... this is wad i've been telling myself...while the rest slogging their guts out...i'm slacking my ass off...=Pbut.... is this wad i'm looking for??i know not...
深蓝色的情书...
深蓝色的情书歌词： 风吹过我的双脚怀念夏天的味道你的微笑我舍不得一口吃掉 秋天树叶不停掉 我的难过有谁知道 身边少了你我真的 觉得无聊 风窜进了我的衣角 把寂寞装进我背包 怀念你的香水味道 想念让我更加烦恼 我想你知道夏天的味道 刻在我心里永远抹不掉 就请你给我最后的讯号 我会安静地走掉不打扰 昨天的拥抱今天很需要 你给我的好戒也戒不掉 哭湿枕头套夜晚的煎熬 你的城堡我住在地牢
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back from P2... now happily checking my mail....tinking of when's the last time i had a longer break from work and training...well, since chinese new yr...its been rather long...reported to work the very next day of my Passing-0ut Ceremoney...hm... a break is good sometimes...muz plan wad am i gonna do...hohoho....too much of working makes me feel like a zombie...losing all enthusiasm in life... in work...in gathering...in fact, in every other things apart from lying in my comfortable bed and cuddling up...Bintan... here i come...Batam... oso not bad...bangkok... shopping spree... woah... but for the time being, these are the further i can afford thou...hm... i've became darker.... although i'm oreadi dark...hm... but guess its not as bad as when i was on attachment at Chengtai Nursery...tat was really bangla days of my life man....hehe....suddely realised tat i've not touched my Secrets of The Code for a long time...gotta go... finish my long abandoned book...ciaoZ..listening to this song... 黑色毛衣 by Jay Chou...lyrics rather nice... juz wanna share...一件黑色毛衣两个人的回忆雨过之后更难忘记忘记我还爱你你不用在意流泪也只想刚好合意我早已经待在谷底我知道不能再留住你也知道不能没有孤寂感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽看着那白色的蜻蜓在空中忘了前进还能不能重新编织脑海中起毛球的记忆再说我爱你可能雨也不会停黑色毛衣藏在那里就让回忆永远停在那里simple... but the melody complements it so well, made it 扣人心弦....
last nite....
last nite... had a very 意外的收获....i saw orange color moon... was friggin bright while u looking at it like its the only light source around...other than the Horsburg Lighthouse....as i was looking at moon...suddenly i felt glad tat i'm in the 2nd Watch... timing juz nice to admire the nightsky without sacrificing my rest....after my watch at 4am.... i stayed on the deck to enjoy the breeze....well, juz like i'll always do... prevent sea-sick mah.... =pi was stunned when i saw the skies....it was breath-taking.... juz like pieces of diamonds embroided on a black velvet....well, i'm not even an amateur at astronomy... my only knowledge was the Orion...i cant even find the Orion's Belt...muahaha.... made me regret why not joining the astro Club last time...i remembered being this stunned when i went with TAS to Penggerang for Cycling...sat admiring the nite sky with Lyn, Denise and Simon... who else, cant really recall...2nd time on kilimanjaro at the night of the summit rush....busy panting, getting enough air into my almost-collapsing-lungs...taking in the lovely, non-light-polluted skies before the day breaks....u'd feel that it's achly possibly to touch and pluck the stars from the sky when u've reach the summit.... hahahha... too bad... even before i reach, the egg-yolk is outta the egg-shell....this time round... well, thou surrounded by lights from ferries, boats, ships, alpha-mike... or wadever have u...the stars and the moon feels like the brightest object around...juz how small u feel when u r out patrolling the South China Sea....*all my troubles seems so far away..... =p*i was told on my way back... tat further up i'll be reaching Desaru and in fact, i've been passing by Penggerang every 10days....ironic eh... its like hoping to go there for like so long....only to realise that u've been passing by that place for so many times...well, its really good to be inquisitive...at least i've learnt somethin abt my ignorance....and yar... one more thing...air pollution out at sea was much worse than on land... more worst than Malaysia...while on our sail to Pedra branca....i experienced the worst air-pollution... visibility low....air sucks.... mayb PSI 300???hahah....k... enough of my ranting... ciaoz...
tonite...
hm... so tired... both mentally and physiacally....i dread going to work sia... so wanna take a rest... but i cant... AWOL...i hate the feeling of being aimless...aimlessly hoping for somethin to happen...but i dun even have a clue of wad is that 'somethin' tat i so wished for...i wanna live with a meaning...i guess everyone have the wish....but how many can fulfill it...?so when they cant fulfill it.. they redirect themselves to make a new wish... one that is easier to attain....if they fail...do it another time... repeat the cycle...until they finally give up??this is the so-called optimism....just tinking of it.... 'hm... nvm... i'll do it one day... juz tat one day....'den live in a world of future success....okie.... if this is the way to be happy....so be it....i've been having too much on my mind to tink abt...argh....luckily, i still my lovely someone to stand by me always....so i stil have the meaning to smile each and everyday....thank u dear..... :P
hm.... well well....
hm... always wanted to go to the HSBC Treetop Walk....finding ppl and finding time... today... finally went... with my PH61 after our PCG X-Country....haha... for our Training/Maintenence....woah.... really an action packed day....been a long long long time since i really exercised so much in a day sia.....now.... shagged.... ciaoz...
